Of course your head is spinning.
How could it not be?
The Saturn Neptune Square is deeply affecting all Sadges. 

Throw in the retrograde of Mars
and no wonder you are restless,
excited, totally depressed,
and frustrated at the same time.
Of course you would never admit it,
but here you are,
making your getaway,
flooring the gas pedal and still stuck in neutral,

thinking everybody else
is advancing normally
and you're hanging in Nowhere'sVille.

 Here's the scoop:

Before you expand,

Rebuild, renovate, remodel

Not from the outside in but from the inside out.